its an emotion that we all feel when we are driven to a thing, place, person, or whatever and we never stop thinking about it. We can't focus on much besides that one thing because thats all we want to focus on or think about.
obsessing is something that we don't plan on but once it takes a hold of us, there is not much to do about it until it slowly fades. Am I obsessed with the fact that thinking about a certain person might completely change for the better and maybe, just maybe, become "obsessed" or in love with the idea of me. I think about this when it comes to many people i know and it all seems rather insane. i become obsessed? obsessed with the fact of something or someone that is truly unlikely to happen. is there a sense in wasting my thoughts? i can't help it, i guess, because once you think there is the slightest chance, even 1 out of 1,ooo,000, then i believe in that one tiny chance...am i that pathetic for compassion?
o fuck.
j.rose

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