i wanna know

i wanna know why when you hold me you hold me like you care 

i wanna know why you only see me as just that friend

just that.

i wanna know why you even need her

i wanna know why you can't just have me

i wanna know why i feel like this

i wanna know why you have this control

i hate it that you have her and you don't feel guilt when your with me

i hate it when you hold me and kiss me...you don't feel the guilt i feel...

i feel everything.

can you try to see it through my eyes?

you can't

distracted by her and me...your a guy i guess

is that an excuse for you though?

i think your more than that 

i wanna believe it.

i'm having trouble.

j.rose